My current writing project is a historical fiction novel set in my hometown at the beginning of the 20th century. Now, it would seem since I love history and I’ve already written a few books that this would be an easy endeavor for me. But I have really struggled with being as prolific with this work than my other books.
I got the chance to talk about it with a friend of mine today. I attributed it mostly to being really busy at school and focusing my energy on my main source of income. He agreed so I felt somewhat vindicated at my lack of progress on my writing. I also mentioned to him that I feel the need to be alone in absolute silence to write my best. But that also comes with some difficulties because I have responsibilities to my family that must take priority. And when I do get the opportunity to write in isolation, I’ve discovered that my inner dialogue makes me feel guilty for taking this time for myself. Also, my brain has become accustomed to noise and distraction that working in an environment which is completely silent is now extremely uncomfortable. Again, my friend pulled through and normalized all of this for me.
Even now, my dog is persistent about laying across my chest as I type this out! Come on! Give me a break!
I’m certain that others who write have experienced these things, and most likely to a more severe degree than I have. I consider myself very lucky to have published the novels that I’ve written so far. I’ve had few problems with writing, and very few roadblocks with publishing my books. This entire journey of writing has been a wonderful blessing to me. I’m certain that this hiccup in my writing will pass. However, if any of you have some advice, I’d love to hear it.
Harry L. Estes 